I wish I had said yes when you gave me a chance. I keep trying to say it but you're gone. I don't know where the fuck you went or if you're just ignoring me.. I thought it would be ok, that it would get better but then I saw you're picture and I just started crying. It's so pathetic, but wow.. Just wow.. you look great and it brought back every memory. It's been so long but I still can't let you go... You're just someone special. You make teen movies sound realistic. You make me feel like everything's possible and no one can stop us.. That if it could just be us, we'd have it all. I wish I hadn't fucked up..